Smut Boys - Sam

Hiya! I'm Sam. 

At the grand old age of 36, I have finally learnt to be comfortable, and dare I say it, in love with my body.

It's come fairly unexpectedly to be honest - I spent all my life hating my body that I never truly believed that would change not matter what I did.

"My love handles are disgusting"
"My c*ck's too small"
"I have man boobs"
"My ass is flat"

So what changed? Well, really annoyingly all those people telling us exercise is good for us, were in fact correct 🙄 

So yes, I lost weight, but the important thing that changed is my relationship with my body. Instead of starving myself, I learned to fuel my body. I began to appreciate what my body could do, rather than what it couldn't. 

So whilst I still don't think my body is perfect, and some of the things I used to hate about it are still there, I don't look at myself anymore with that same critical eye. And it might be a massive cliche, but Rupauls words are true:

"If you can't love yourself, how in the hell are you gonna love somebody else?"